Trust Me I'm a Student

same old...same old...been meaning to write a new entry a while ago..but busy getting used to a new environment..well, not really 'new' new; it's kind of a visit to the past..way back like almost a decade ago: HOSTEL LIFE......

oh yeah, i'm no longer a working lady for the next 2 years(insyaAllah), so hello to being a student!at first i was sceptical about living in a hostel after comfortably living in a rented house..but then here i am in a crappy room, making myself comfortable....

the first day i got my room's key, went to check it out..it's a 3rd floor's twin sharing room..semput!~my roomate wasn't there on that day..while stepping in, i almost cried looking at the thickness of dusts everywhere..they're like inches of dusts under the bed, in the metal cupboard, and around the study table..well, didn't i mention that the person i replace left the room only a few hours before i came in??the room was like being left for yearsss!!!my mom laughed looking at my expression..then she was wondering what my roomate will be like..she guessed that my roomate would be chubby and fat; she peeked at some hanging clothes and saw the size: XL, then she saw some boxes of biscuits under the table..haha, so funny la...

so that night, i decided to sleep over at my friend's while thinking how i should start cleaning my place..the next day, came to a meeting then off to KL, still wondering what kind of roomate i would have...

on the weekend, i decided to pack up my stuff and drive for 5 hours to the university..met my roomate for the first time..my mom's guessing was not true..my roomate is just about my size, and she's a nice person too..i'm glad to have such nice roomate :) ..so then i started cleaning up...so surprised about how thick the dusts were..it took me like 3 hrs to get rid of them..it went with lots of sneezing and itching on my skin..felt like i'm breathing normally again after the cleaning session..then it took me almost an hour to unpack my stuff...then a hostel life has began.....

funny that i'm able to wake up very early everyday...and, not owning a washing machine here, i'm able to wash my own clothes...what a surprise..it's a great workout as well..i'm also trying to discipline myself, setting up 9am-5pm Mon-Thurs as my study days..while weekend Fri-Sun...glad having flexible time here since i'm doing research; no class at all..so need to plan each day on what i should do..i also need to set goals for each month, so that i could take a week leave each month if the goals are reached in 3 weeks time...hope that i can finish up my studies in two years or less...fingers crossed!!~

Perasan Muda

I'm already a quarter century, but I think I'm still young....haha..why?
1. I'm a student living in a crappy hostel...
2. I can still fit my 6 year old jeanss..(havent bought any new jeans since I came back from the US..boohoo)
3. my parents sent me to register on my 1st day in uni..
4. still single and looking, but not desperately...
listed a few here...byk2 nnt terlebih perasan muda lak.. :P

crapssss

This is not a Karaoke's Lounge

Someone was asking whether her RAs could share office with me, I didn't mind.......
But then, when they're already here, I get pretty annoyed with the loud singing of this one person..
I won't mind if it's just a whisper singing, or a humming sound..but she's singing out loud with a horrible voice..
I can still hear it even when I put on my headphone..
oh please, this is not a karaoke's lounge!

 *annoyed*

The Craps are Back

fuh~
it's been a while since i last posted an entry here..
so dusty that i have to sweep it away.....

I'm sooo happy today since my work for the semester has been done..It's quite a stressful semester since I got my teaching assignment at the very last minute; added burden: there's no references from the previous lecturers! hence that made my whole 4 months of last minute and HARD work..very2 tiring but I'm glad that I went through it well...and thank God no student fail which made my work easier..ho yeah~

some ppl were asking about my decision of previous entry..so here it is.....
why do i choose to stay instead of taking the last job offer that I got???
to tell the truth, I already feel comfortable being where I am now..and the possibility to be posted somewhere far away from home is high if I took the job..so that's why I decided to stay..the part which I don't like doing research is because of fear of the 'unknown'..therefore, there's no harm trying and learn to love it..it could be enjoyable..it is very challenging, but i need to tell myself that it's never impossible..lotsa ppl can do it, why don't i???~no nagging anymore...coz I read in some book that u will never be happy if u always questioning about what u r doing with what u should have been doing...be thankful of each second of ur life..the past is already gone, future is unknown, and today is all that u have....

In hadith, Rasulullah saw said:"Strive for that which will benefit u, seek help from Allah, don't be weak n don't say: If I had done such n such, the situation would be such n such. But say: Allah has decreed n what He wishes, He does."